03.13.03 - 1:06 am

i feel broken. my confidence shattered. my desire to achieve disassembled. im the exaust of what was once my aspirations.

im failing at things and trying to discover if im upset because of what people might say or because i may have let myself down. do i really care that much? or do others care much more?

regardless of the reasons of my disappointment and disheartened puddle of self esteem, im pumping full of shame and despair. id sell you my fish tank right now if you asked.