06.06.03 - 2:03 am

my left arm is darker than my right arm.

the last time it was like that was during a five day drive from phoenix to portland.

right now i have more problems than i care to deal with. arizona sounds more and more like a place i need to go disappear to.

and im going to wake up at 7 am. and drive to corvallis. and shower. and eat. and go to my 9 am class. and talk to the professor. and work on my curriculum box. and eat lunch. and go look for 4 and 5 bed room houses. and take in a carpet anemone. and get some cleaner shrimp. and work at 4 pm. and get off work at 9 pm. and go watch a movie. or go to a party. and go to sleep. and then wake up. and then go to work again. and then come home and study. and go to sleep. and work. and study. and sleep. and work. and take tests. and study. and sleep. and study. and take tests. and sleep. and then....just work. and sleep.

and have a child.