03.08.05 - 1:01 am

cigarrettes. weed. fucking retarded.

im sorry, but if youre a smoker of cigarrettes, youre trash. you are. there is no good fucking reason to smoke. and the next time you decide to smoke a pack of fucking cigarrettes and then come into my department smelling like a fucking ashtray, im going to tell you just how trashy you are as silently and indistinguishable as possible.
stop smoking. stop killing yourself. stop your fucking addiction. stop pretending that its not doing anything to you. stop giving bullshit excuses for you and everyone around you, "i only smoke when i drink." youre a fucking idiot. why do you only smoke when you drink? what the hell does it do for you?
cigarrette butts. hair that smells. cars that smell. fingertips that smell. voices destroyed by smoke. lungs dying. more and more. i need to smoke. i need to have a cigarrette. do you have a lighter? i need to buy another lighter. its just good to have around. no theyre kristins cigarrettes.

all of you are fucking ridiculous. you look ridiculous. and you, francis the salon manager, youre grotesquely obese, you cut the fucking filters off your cigarrettes before you smoke them, you have four kids that will inevitably have to suffer as they watch you die of lung cancer. and guess who will end up paying for it financially and emotionally?

them.

and guess who refuses to do a goddamn thing about it?

you.

you never quit. you only say youre trying to. my grandfather did it. in the first try. it was the best thing he could have done for himself. try to follow his example, it really is more important than you think.