01.26.06 - 7:03 pm

yeah. its true though. if she really was upset about this situation, id imagine shed do something about it. shed fight. shed apologize. shed come over. shed never stop.

but this is not the case. and im not surprised, nor do i particularly care. its just depressing. how empty our relationship was on her side. so disappointing.

right now im not affected. im distanced. im ok. but just wait till she starts sleeping with guys again. cant wait for that to start.

so shes decided to change. limit her drinking. cut back on her partying. just how long will that last? a few weeks? a few months tops?

it probably wont be very long at all until shes back to what shes trying to pretend shes not interested in doing.

"...she says she's changed, and lies to cover up that she hasnt."

so true. just you wait.