07.31.06 - 2:34 pm

im beginning to feel the sting of lonliness. its sort of peculiar really, i find myself just inviting people at night just...to be here. even if im doing homework. or eating. or playing video games.

it seems any form of company is nice. after four years, i guess just knowing at least someone was around was comforting.

and while im enjoying my solitude, not having anyone upstairs watching tv at any given moment, or next door playing guitar or doing just as little as myself is something im going to have to get used to. i wish my neighbors were all people my age.

and not mutants.