07.19.07 - 6:15 pm

pushing awfully close to four weeks here, big guy.

last actual sighting occurred on the fourth of july when he was humiliated by a flurry of homosexual men. that following saturday there was to be a UFC fight at my mothers house, which he enthusiastically demanded happen. he bailed, claiming my abstract text message had lead him to believe i wasnt interested in watching the fight. the same night his myspace account disappeared. he has yet to even sign onto AIM.

since then i have only communicated with him once via text message. i asked him what was going on, whether or not he was ok, and where he had been.

his reply: "uhh school?"

that was a sunday night two weeks ago.

from a guy that used to call every day to chat about religion, science and his interactions with females at school to a complete vanishing act without explanation...it raises some interesting questions.

if i had to guess, i would have to assume either suicide or girlfriend saturation.

my bets are on the latter.

i always find it amusing when people get into relationships how easily it is to ignore the rest of the world. i guess people seem to forget that relationships are always temporary, and heartbreak and misery are constantly at arms length away.

with exception.

but those that cannot balance friends and girlfriends will always be doomed to failure.