10.10.07 - 11:58 pm

its the risk i take leaving this open.

but i dont write things im ashamed of. i dont write things that i wouldnt tell someone were they to ask. i would like to think that by keeping this journal open, and its contents available it remains an extension of the honest person i sometimes attempt to be.

im not going to stop writing things that are uncomfortable for other people to read. if i was concerned about protecting other peoples feelings, i would lock this. im not always going to make people happy, even when i try. the things i choose to think about, and then write about, will not always be pleasant or accommodating. i dont put my thoughts and feelings on this for anyone but myself. so inspite of my desire to not write a disclaimer for prevention of future problems, i will make one statement that should go without saying and is not specific to any one person:

people think about their past relationships. sometimes they think fondly of them. sometimes they do not. but it happens.