04.16.09 - 8:54 am

i got a phone call from my father yesterday.

he had a check for me.

my grandmothers inheritance check.

its not very much in the grand scheme of my debts. but it needs to go somewhere.

the $50k in student loans i havent paid.
the $3k in credit card.
the $xk my custody case will cost.
the $2k owed to my grandfather.

inspite of the debts, i did use a fraction of it on myself. with pleasant results. thank you grandma val.

id give it all back to have you still alive.