09.25.02 - 10:13 pm

jordan... i'm so sorry. i didn't intend to make you feel like you do, but i think that if that were me in your place, i'd be feeling the same as you. i'm not going to think anything anymore. i made a desicion to stay with you. i love you. i thought it over, and that is that. if i go back to dan and tony's.....then i will think nothing. you are what i want.. you are everything and you dont need to change at all to be more ..because you are more. you are all you need to be, and i appreciate it so much. i love you..so much, you dont even know..and it may not seem that way because of what happened, but if i did not want to be with you ....then i wouldn't. i love you. i love you. i love YOU. only you.....is what i want, and i wouldn't want to lose you. ...i hope this makes sense, and i hope you aren't mad at me for scaring you. i feel really bad. ..theres always going to be temptations, it's normal. but i know who i want and who i love...that is you. i miss you. and thank you...for being you.