12.06.02 - 11:23 pm

sssh. do you hear that? thats the end of my feelings for the way she told me she felt. leave me alone. i dont feel like pretending anymore. im just like all those we talk about at lunch tables, and social gatherings. im the guy you talk about when you shake your head and say,"that sucks". you just dont know yet. and i like it like that. im not ready to be what you pity. im ashamed. im embarrassed. i need help, but i need to get myself through this first.