01.09.03 - 12:11 am

these are dreams from several months ago. they were so vivid and intense that as soon as i woke up i immediately jotted down everything i remembered before i forgot. it was rushed. it was rough. it was what my brain conjured up while my body lay motionless for 7 hours.

me and chuck norris out in this farm community with very sparse housing and not a very dense population, there was a ravine and you could look across and see the neighbors, the farm had golden dry grass everywhere, t was more of a gulley than anything else with a small creek at the bottom. there was a a big ole barn, and a rolund building witha pinted top not very big and an old wire fence that circled the yard. there was also a tall wodden fort like structure.me and chuck had to discover who was killin the sheep. there were clues, he thought it was a person. someone or something that ran awkwardly but quickly. that could jump high and was agile. i suggested a coyote and wasnt proved right until we were walking back from town one day and there was a man walking his dogs and they were built like hyenas. black and white and brown and the culprits!

in town we were going to school, well i was. the hall ways were long and the ceilings were low. brian kinney was there and had just gotten a tattoo because someone told him that this is what he should get it of. he couldnt explain it on the phone, he tried but coldnt, so when i saw it i could see why. it was huge, all across his back with a misty swirly blue green like mixture with a big brand name written in bold letters. it was gay and i couldnt figure out why he had gotten it. we were getting on aplane for some reason and then suddenly a loud noise was igetting louder. it was a plane and we couldnt see it but it sounded like it was coming in fast and i got a sinking fieeling in the pit of my stomach because i thought it was headed for our plane. but it crashed in the hanger next to us. and then another plane crashed into the airport part and yet another plane crashed into a smaller building. we all got off our plane and went home. thats when me and chuck were walking looking across the gulley at our house, but next to us was a freshly built house of green straw or hay or alfafa. and the old neighbor ladies were bickering about how its going to catch on fire, and chuck agreed saying it would burn all of this hills in the area if it lit up. it was very dry and hot out.

back in my room, in the wooden structure i was playing with my fish tank with sarah and brian on my bed watching. i sat own and sarah went to do something, but to my horrow, she just picked up a rock and removed it, causing the entire rock structure to collaspe and crushing things and.....i was pissed. i think i was yelling and brian was telling me to calm down but i was really angry. i kept it bottled inside and just didnt say anything, and they kept asking meif i was still mad. i went to sarah who was crying and comforted her. i love tyhat girl.

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the previos dream was me and my fatehr driving around. only he was being a total asshole and driving very suicidally, into traffic up curbs, barely over bridges, he was freaking me out and driving way too fast and so i called 911 trying to get help since he wasnt listening to me and seemed like he was trying to get me killed or at least really terrified. they were just going uh huh yeah ok and werent really listening and i wa spleading with them to send help, but they sounded so disbelieving and not interested and i was like, well , are you sending help? and they nonchalantly responded with....uh...no. so i just hung up and panicked. i was then at this house, across the street from my house, i dont know why its always like that. but it was like old, and almost run down. somehow i found out that dad had molested jill, and i was screaming at him but i was upstairs hiding from him too, because he was out to get me for some reason. he said he only made her do what she liked to do best or something. i was disgusted and soooo angry with him. i was crying and yelling. jill was around somewhere crying and i was trying to keep her safe. and dad was trying to convince me hed never do it again and hadnt and it was a mistake and to forgive him. but i wouldnt because he was being really creepy.