05.06.03 - 10:41 pm

some days i feel nervous. some days i feel scared. some days i feel apprehensive. some days i feel empty. some days i feel silent. some days i feel like hugging. some days i feel like just kissing. some days i feel attacked. some days i feel hurt. some days i feel like a pushover. some days i feel like im not in control. some days i have too many wants. some days i think alot. some days i think alot. some days i think she just doesnt understand what shes convinced she understands. some days she holds grudges. some days i feel like i dont pay enough attention.

most days im confused as to if im doing what im supposed to, or shes influencing me to do.