08.26.03 - 7:30 pm

shes behind a door with her father discussing situations not involving me.

im sitting on the other side discussing with myself whether to fix or leave broken.

stay go stay go stay go stay go.

what do i do? what decision will benefit everyone long term. if we break up now, its miserable for a long while, she moves away. i stay, we work, she pretends. she wishes she had chosen break up, shes miserable. she breaks up with me.

just let her win....