08.26.03 - 9:57 am

anguish will more than likely follow me now from this day on.

ill be a pincushion of regret, remorse, apathy, disdain, sorrow and grief, worry, jealousy, longing and hurt.

this will make the rest of my life that much more difficult and challenging. its a load i dont want to endure.

if i were a rich man.......