09.04.03 - 5:38 am

do you remember when we were happy?

when i would press the top fin of that little plastic fish and listen to the laugh it produced because it sounded so much like yours. when we would laugh and make fun of each other. when we went to california. when we left the hotel room....like someone had been murdered in it. when we got the pictures back from riding the super man ride at six flags. when we ate those mushrooms. when we went to the park and you thought you were having a baby. when you were pregnant. when you would call me on your lunch breaks. when i would watch you sleep. when we would sleep next to each other. when we went to arizona and i showed you who i was. the first time i took you to upscales and you ran in and the owner was telling you not to run. when you would be a goof inside any major public building. when you helped me with my burning hand. when my car broke and you drove down to help me, even though my mom also had come down. when we were going to go to hawaii. or seattle. when we would lay in bed and just wrestle or talk. when i could look at you and tell you how beautiful you were. when we went on our date and drank wine and then burned out my sisters brakes. when ashton was born. when i first saw you after two years of knowing your voice only as stjersey6. kissing you for the first time.

we were happy. do you remember?