09.16.03 - 11:45 pm

im where i think i want to be, but im alone. i dont have anyone to share with. i dont have anyone to say, hey this is what i did today. this is what i thought about. this is what i want to do with you.

im alone. where i want to be. but, im alone. and not with her. i dont have a her. i dont have sarah to release apon. i dont have my friend.

you asked me to enter, then you made me crawl and i cant keep holding on...to what you got...when all you got is hurt....

conflicting decisions. depravation.

i miss my father. i wish he was around more. and more willing to see me. its different though, him and me. our lives, wont ever overlap in similiarity. just in distinction.