09.14.03 - 1:46 pm

i couldnt do it. i couldnt call the police because i didnt know what i would say. how can i want someone so bad and not want them that much more? either way, after this morning, i cant ever go back. i could never do this again. its too taxing on her. on me. on ashton.

my shin hurts. she kicked me.

she needs help. we need to not have a child between us.

we so need to not have a child.

and ill forever hate her for doing this.