12.30.03 - 3:28 pm

dont forget what has happened.

dont forget how it made you feel.

dont forget to not let it happen again.

dont forget this is what you wanted.

dont forget that this is going to last longer than the two years its taken for the others.

dont forget that this time, its going to be forever.

dont forget that hes always going to be there for you, even when shes not.

dont forget to stop and look around you in the first several hours of new years day. so that you can remember what you were doing when she was doing something worse.

dont forget that whatever happens in the next day or so, whatever she does, and from then on, as much as it will hurt, will ease.....who am i kidding. this situation is a snowball of distress going down a snow covered mountain. with an avalanche of misery trailing right behind.