12.09.04 - 7:57 am

i dont know why im so surprised really. i mean, it was her birthday after all. she had a party thrown for her in eugene. why would she call me? its not like i have been around for any of her other birthdays. we have always been broken up around this time.
i guess i just was hoping. an IM to wake up to, her name on the caller id. even if she was drunk, and didnt mean anything pleasing she would have said.

it just would have been......