12.24.04 - 12:12 am

so im doing the whole "whiny exboyfriend" shit again. up to my old tricks. pining for a future that im not included in. only left with the shitty past. a stream of regrets and remorse. pain and misery. improving doesnt apply in this case. i had my chance, and now im static.
now i wallow even still.
however, one person blinks in and out of view. the only one who can burn away all the forests of anguish. the only one who allows me a few precious moments to feel the sensations of a brand new romantic interest.
lets see if she appears again tomorrow.