03.30.05 - 2:13 pm

HUMAN DAMAGE TO EARTH WORSENING FAST.

of course it is. more disease. more malnutrition. more poverty. more floods. more droughts. more pollution. more extinctions. more smog. more death. more disorders. more useless human life.

i feel terrible about it really. the human condition that is. we have movie studios that pay actors $20 million dollars to work for three months in a film. a film that eventually grosses $200 million.
and yet, in africa AIDS is destroying whole cities. we make cars that purposely make alot of exaust. we drain swamps because we dont like how they look. we kill seals and leave their carcasses strewn about the iceflows. we dump chemicals into our freshwater ways, completely disregarding that its only freshwater that people are capable of drinking, and its a completely limited resource. we dump silt and garbage into the ocean.

we dont do anything right.

why not pay actors nothing higher than $5 million for what they do. why not force movie studios into donating 75% of their profits to curing aids, cancer or sending all of our garbage into the sun. why not spend the money we so frivelously spend on big fancy cars and ridiculously large houses and put it into cleaning up our air, our forests and landscapes. why not using it to provide white trash people and those in poverty access to dental and health care. why not use it to tear down shitty houses and rid yards of rusting vehicles and garbage. why not spend the money to feed people in poor regions and relocate them to areas closer to water and show them how to live in stability instead of reproducing unrestrained. why not enforce and encourage and provide birth conrtol to every single region on earth. why not get homeless people off the streets and into jobs. why not execute more criminals and enforce stricter laws for murder and drug use.

we have so much money in this goddamn country. and its used on such fucking riduculous things. things that only perpetuate a static existence. it does nothing to improve the quality of life, it only seperates between rich and poor. it makes the environment more terrible for future generations and so carelessly places the burden of fixing the planet on everyone in the future. its fucking ridiculous. i participate in it. i spend money on nice computers, i steal things from the ocean and put it in a box, i buy expensive food. i have warm blankets and a place to sleep and eat and bathe. i have a car and a dog.

but yet im so angry that this is how it is. im so angry that the rest of the world is poor and only a few groups are helping out. some people have sacrificed their entire lives to helping people who are shunned and ignored by the rest of the world. and yet we pay actors millions of dollars. i will never see that much money in my bank account. does one person really need that much money? does bill gates need his own island? multiple houses? where does the line between wants and haves and basic needs for survival become more distinct?

i hate you humanity.