05.03.05 - 9:16 pm

id be lying if i said i felt comfortable.

shes different. she doesnt notice. i dont think she really cares. i want to say i want more attention, but i dont know if thats really it. she just acts so...impartial alot of the time. she likes to sleep. she gets so easily irritated. shes bothered when i touch her alot of the time. she doesnt really ever feel like talking. she calls alot, but not really to talk.

i dont like how i feel in regards to her and how she makes me feel. does she make me feel this way or am i making myself feel this way? how do i know if im projecting, paranoid or if i actually have reason to feel the distrust?