07.15.05 - 8:48 am

i could smell her hair. the shampoo she used earlier that morning.

"so are you a normal person outside of this, outside of here? i mean, do you eat cereal when you wake up, do you buy groceries and lay around all day watching tv, do you play with little kids?"

and then i saw her completely naked. everything. this...person that didnt belong to me. this was someones girlfriend at best, and someones daughter at worst. something about it was so unattractive, unappealing, inspite of the blatant use of nudity. she looked bored, rehersed, she looked somewhere else. not that i needed her to be interested, i was equally as disenchanted with the whole experience.

michael and i got our first lapdances. only michaels dancer tore through him, mine just sort of rehearsed an exausted routine.

but with empty wallets, lots of orange juice, and a delightful conversation with a 19 year old stripper from eugene, michael and i finished off our otherwise mediocre evening with a pleasant nightcap of shameless nudity.