07.27.05 - 7:15 pm

theres someone new. with her. itll be good. itll be easy. why would it be hard? it only sort of stings. youve already fixed everything. youve already taken care of all the hard stuff.

now shes ready. now she can be good. fun. beautiful and enjoyable.

now that youve worked for three years to get her here. taken all the shit so that no one else will have to. you should be pleased. you should feel better.

no you shouldnt. you should hurt now. and i think i will.