08.13.05 - 7:21 pm

inspite of everything else, she stands out not as someone to fill a void, or to give me an outlet for feelings wasted on someone else...she represents the standard of women that i should be seeking company from.

she is brilliant.
she is a flake.
she is one of the most incredibly gifted people ive met.
she has a terrible memory.
she is wild and imaginative.
she is compassionate.
she is beautiful.
she is never around anymore.
she is one of the most random occurances in my life.

and she is too good a person for who i am. i am no different than the others that have fallen for you, but yet, in many ways i am.