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08.15.05 - 11:04 am from a few days ago. via text messages. when i was trying to remember to forget you. i just got off my hiking trip. it was amazing and the entire i thought of you. dreamt about you both nights. and kept thinking if i do it again i want to do it with you...i miss you. sigh. im sorry. we had sex last night in the bathroom of your school :) in my dream well i dont even have the slightest idea how to respond. no. im texting you! jordan david richard noe. who did you have sex with anyone i know and are they better than me? sarah...youve broken my heart. youve had sex with at least three people. youve 'found your future'. i dont exactly know what youre saying or want. im needing you thats all im saying but why? why do you need me? why didnt you need me two months ago? did you really need to sleep with three guys to know how important i was to you? am i even important? is that why youre always so angry at me...because maybe you made a mistake? or are you jst so goddamed confused? you said you were happy with joe. im scared of my emotions too theyve been a crazy jumble. i just felt like it had to mean something that when i was out in the middle of nowhere for three days and i could only think about you and you were the first person i spoke to when i got back. id never be able to say any of this in person. i can only do it thorugh text, sorry. no i feel the same way. really. spend some time thinking. and eventually some good or bad will happen. ok.
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