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09.08.05 - 12:45 pm i dont understand what my problem is. i just dont understand. she is so mean. so cruel. so demanding. and lacking any sort of sympathy. "get up here." she demanded from the top of the stairs. and then it was the: "do you have any money?" apparently her previous account has been closed, and the card for her new account has yet to come. but apparently shes broke. nevermind she could just go to any number of wells fargos and withdraw money without a debit card. shes mad that i ask questions about her. shes mad that i want to know where all her money has gone that she supposedly had been earning these last two weeks. shes mad that i text her asking questions about her life. which sure, is obsessive and unnecessary on my part, except when she calls me up to tell me of her distaste for the girls in my life. i get so frustrated with her. shes always so angry at me. she so mean. shes living her life in complete comfort without me. and i still struggle. shes less and less the person i fell in love with and more and more just some girl whos most important asset is her appearance. just some girl who doesnt need me anymore. and for some reason i keep thinking she will change her mind and want to fix this whole mess.
how much longer will i complain about this. jesus.
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