10.13.05 - 12:11 pm

ugh. you try too hard. too hard to be blonde. too hard to highlight your eyes with dark makeup. too hard to be tan. too hard to have that dark hair under the blonde.
you try too hard to wear hip attractive clothing. too hard to be an image. too hard to be like all the other attractive blondes out there.
you try too hard and it shows. it shows on every one of your faces. you all look the same. because youre all trying for the same thing.
you can deny it. say youre unique. say this is how youre supposed to look. say youre not trying for anything other than yourself. but one glance through myspace, one glance at any club or bar or beach or video box in a porn store, and youll see more of you and what youre trying to be. youre everywhere. so stop trying.
get rid of the darkness under your hair. dont go tanning every day or even twice a week. relax on the make up, because i know at least one of you who doesnt need any to be attractive.
dont be afraid to look pale. dont be afraid to show you get zits or have acne scars. dont be afraid to have mediocre eyes or lips or skin.

the only people who care that you look like that and continue to look like that, are the people who will inevitably want only one thing from you. dont kid yourself.

and now that im done with that...just how genuine am i?

i dont even know.