12.17.05 - 2:54 am

even brianne said something.

in my heart, i know she at least thought of me today, at some point. but even the person that would have considered me would have at least said a simple two word phrase, just to let me know shes still there.

but i didnt get anything.

i had hoped. i didnt hold my breath. but it would have been nice.

i think about her every day. i think about our current situation. i think about fixing it. i think about ome sort of resolve. i think about how far apart weve become and how difficult it would be to even try to become something genuine again.

i think about what i should do.

i think about how sad this makes me.