02.18.06 - 1:51 am

thats the last time i agree to go out with that girl.

backstory:

this is a girl that i met during her stint at dairy queen. she was attractive and i was interested. then she quit and now shes old enough to get into bars. she wanted justin. but really, who doesnt?
so the few times she wanted to hang out and i agreed ended up disappointing. everytime. i should have learned by now.

so of course she has a boyfriend now. and of course she would call and text and asking to hang out and when i was going to meet her and meet me in 15 minutes at tailgaters and her ending up at my house first.....

and then sitting with her and john at bar after bar after bar and being completely bored in each cushioned seat. john tried. failed. i tried. failed. what was the point? all she was going to do was look around and do as little eye contact as was necessary.

this being the girl that when i do see her, immeidately gives me a hug and demands i call her and demands i hang out with her soon.

ands then when i do call, and do request her to join me for a few drinks, acts as if there are a million other more important people she could be talking to. john and i both picked up on this. sweet.

so glad i had a beard. at least i didnt have to worry about hitting on her. because it was painfully clear right off the bat how unnecessary i was. good thing i never have the desire to call her again, regardless of how excited will be the next time we meet. stupid girls.

the whole casual encounter thing is just an act.

even the whole kevin and sarah thing was just an act. no feelings involved. no "history" involved.

just identifying the right combination of words and body movements to win the rights to sex.

fuck that.
and fuck you.

and by you i mean all girls. seriously. i cant wait to be done with all of you.