03.07.06 - 6:47 pm

i dont know. i dont know. i dont know.

but....how wonderful it would be if so.

amazing. ive never really been able to read tension or detect attraction. but those twenty minutes or so were astonishing. playful kicks of the leg as she laid across her bed. unbroken gazing. the playful wince. was i seeing blushing? comfortable closeness.

seriously. im enjoying this anticipation.