04.24.06 - 7:24 pm

things that helped today:

the weather.
tennis.
ben flipping me off.
clownfish breathing returning to normal.
running her fingers down the length of my arm.
my mom.
two hamburgers plain. small fry. small chocolate milkshake and a small coffee.
a nap outside in the sun.
neva dinova - ive got a feeling.
finding babysitters for tomorrow during class.

tonight ill do one of three things:

get drunk. do homework. watch a documentary on children of uganda.

hopefully all three.