05.03.06 - 12:43 am

i am so glad none of you came with me to this.

except maybe ben. but it would have ruined him.

my hands are still moist. my heart is still racing. my body is still shaking.

i cant watch something like that and then feel the same. i cant experience what i sat through and then think about people or places or religions the same. i cant sit and think anything will ever be the same again in this place.

profound. simply profound.

something you watch once, and never again. something you dont even really speak of, because there are no words to express.

because there is no need to express anything.