06.13.06 - 3:13 am

goodbye horses:

the most intoxicating song ive heard in months.

i bought post secret the book today. this would be something id mail to julia as a gift were we still friends.

i kissed a girl tonight, and discussed the status of our relationship. i think somewhere in the awkwardness we talked about dating, how inexperienced we are at it, and how dangerous i can be to a womans mental health.

i found an apartment i like. what i liked even more was the possibility of ben hemson being my neighbor. but the temptation of the GEM is too infectious, i believe hes close to securing his decision.

and finally with the disbanding of our members, an all together new direction will take place. for all of us. it doesnt really seem like it, but in the grand scheme of things, it really is a big change. ive lived with justin for some four years now. ben for two years. now we will all be on our own. im excited, but saddened. i thoroughly enjoyed my time. even inspite of the disgusting houses we shared, the hair on the toilet rim, the garbage strikes, the poop jars and nudity. its been fabulous.

a manly way of saying thank you.