01.23.07 - 2:12 pm

i am annoyed. i am tired. sarah comes over to pick up ashton and tries to interact with me. i cant bring myself to join in her smiles and playfulness. i need a job. ive applied at numerous places. teachers assistants. working with deliquent adolescents. mentally disabled assistants. costco. platt electronics.

im tired of applications. im tired of putting the same information down page after page. im tired of looking at my dismal experience outside of retail. im tired of looking at a useless bachelors degree. im tired of bills. and debts and loans.

sunny days remind me just how fun summer is.

im not complaining. im just really tired today.