01.23.07 - 9:50 pm

charity.

i receive alot of it. and i try to appear as grateful as possible. im always appreciative. i always feel deeply flattered. i am always thankful.

today a fish was purchased for my aquarium. a hectors goby. thank you alisa.

tonight i was asked to go to el presidente for a free meal. me and ally and a sorority. and a 21st birthday for denora. delaura. some silly girl with a tall skinny red head boyfriend. who had a pony tail.

it definetely changed my previous mood which the brain has so perfectly articulated:

"ive never felt such utter despair as when i finished college."

i know, brain. i know.