08.21.07 - 11:45 pm

ok. plan b has been formulated without even a whisper of plan a.

this could work. this could work. this could work.

a solution to a problem. finally, a solution to a problem.

julie. shes nice. pretty. fun. keep it simple. complications complicate things. dont lose her over a potentially faulty relationship. she knows this. i know it.

keep it simple.

ashton called to say goodnight tonight. he sounds excited to see me thursday morning. i know he is. our relationship has become so wonderful over these last few months. i feel important. valued. my most favorite thing in the world is when his grandpa david or maison or grandma tries to tell him what to do, and he tells them theyre not the boss of him. not when his dad is around. i love that. he listens so well to me. even when he doesnt want to.

im doing myself a great disservice by not completing the narrative of my journey east. but i was doing the entire idea of it a disservice by becoming increasingly most hasty in my expository on it. it will return in narrative form when the excitement boils back up into my thoughts and finger tips.

quick. brief. simple.

thats all for tonight. i miss the story telling entries. the passionate streaming series of reflective thoughts and inner dialogue that occurred in earlier entries.

rockstar 21s....go, find them. bring them back.