11.20.08 - 12:13 am

i just finished an exhaustive five year search through my journal. hundreds of entries all detailing the same extraordinary pain and anguish experienced during my tumultuous affair with sarah thornton. day after day, misery and pleading frustration. what a terrible experience all that must have been to go through.

and all the people i hurt during it.

i trudged back through all of that once more because hidden amongst the fights and confusion, breakups and backtogethers were little moments of importance. written records of the brazen and irrational behaviors sarah has shared with me.

and now i will share with an attorney.

here is the list of entries, 2008 to 2003, i found suggestive of her poor character and a brief synopsis.

http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/081020_18.html sarah grabbing ashton
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/081020_51.html sarah taking ashton during my time
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/081017_69.html birth certificate signing
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080930_53.html sarah on why im a weekend dad
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080908_93.html the name change, lies i tell
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080908_87.html sarah trying to be cooperative
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080703_21.html conservative brainwashing
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080703_34.html abrasive scheduling
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080523_89.html not wanting him with mexicans
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080306_4.html sarah and her taxes
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/080304_68.html sarah and babysitter picks ups
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070910_66.html sarah chose the school
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070826_67.html sarah chose the school 2
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070715_2.html jordan and sarah discuss schools
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070607_86.html sarah makes me drive, then changes her mind
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070509_21.html i request a vacation
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070328_98.html shes in lincoln city
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/070327_90.html another moving discussion
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/061121_23.html argument over picking ashton up
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/061118_34.html name calling infront of ashton
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/061102_56.html halloween
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/061023_44.html a little battle
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/060910_47.html driving demands and crabbing
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/060906_59.html sarah and i
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/060625_62.html changing plans car ruined
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/060621_21.html sarah on my dating
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/060413_3.html sarah swears
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/060122_41.html cocaine
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/050804_4.html sarah hits me
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/050702_49.html sarah isnt watching ashton
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/050202_24.html sarah pawning off ashton
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/041129_37.html sarah steals my passport 2
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/041124_59.html sarah steals my passport
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/041113_62.html her drinking interferes with my work
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/041109_60.html cigarrettes, alcohol, driving, breastfeeding
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/041102_34.html mushrooms and breastfeeding
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/040930_27.html needing 250 dollars
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/040207_20.html sarah spits on me
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/031229_16.html bizarre attempt to hurt me emotionally
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/031226_51.html sarahs family attacks
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/031223_67.html sarah goes completely crazy
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/031127_27.html sarah wont let me have him
http://banjomobingo.diaryland.com/031110_65.html sarahs physical attacks