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06.08.09 - 9:20 am torture. hrmph. ive been tortured, said the brain dismissively one day. but not like this.
and then it started.
yeah, i think that last one describes it pretty well. or close enough. i shouted obscenities. i jumped up and down. i patted my chest with a cotton shirt. i pressed myself into pillows. i took a shower. i lathered myself in moisturizer. when i couldnt take it anymore i hastily walked to safeway, touching my unrelenting chest the entire way. i bought gold bond medicated cream. i bought a generic safeway brand. returning home was a blur. i coated myself in the white creams and begged for their effectiveness. to no avail. i angrily applied more, and then went for the towels. i soaked one in cool water and then wrapped it around an icepack.
and i can compose myself enough to write. this better not last more than a day. i fear sleeping tonight will be an impossibility. as will work tomorrow if this keeps up. maybe ill take up prayer today.
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