12.11.01 - 2:56am

FIND CONFIDENCE!

MOVE CAR!

EAT MORE FOOD!

jordan list of things to do

why are the goo goo dolls still around?

so i know she can predict the future

not so much the "predict" as "anticipate"

she can read camoflauged emotions

detect personalities from just names

but does she see me? do i pretend well enough?

or does she pretend better?

i feel like my body is a kaliedescope of disgust, heartbreak and pain everytime she mentions his name or their actions.

her morals changing

values dissolving

is she finding herself

or someone else?

war cannot be satiated with love. only will. who has the most will conquer. bombs. bullets. casualties.

vs.

will.

the mentality and the desire to prevail wins wars. im tired. this just isnt working. when all i want is to sleep.

i want to remark on 9.11.01

but not yet

not yet...