06.13.03 - 10:41 pm

i dont blame her for getting pregnant.

i blame her for staying pregnant.

she wants me to change those statements. to stop feeling that way.

she wants me to stop feeling that way or else she wants to do this without me.

i really hate this.

i hate the difficulties its strangling me with.

i hate that this could have been stopped.

i hate that she has all the cards.

i hate that i feel this much resentment.

i hate that she cries so much because of me.

i hate that i hurt her.

i hate that i cant tell if im being selfish or rational.