09.16.04 - 7:05 pm

sarah to julia via email:

just so you know, if jordan's going to italy im going with him.

so if for some reason you have a problem with that...take it up with me. not him. because i think he was worried for that. thanks bye sarah

to sarah, this was completely innocent. a little note to let julia know sarah was coming with me. julia knew this was with or without my consent. and sarah denies that this little email is a slap in the face for julia. sarah denies that this email is a child like way of saying naner naner naner, sticking her thumb on her nose and extending her fingers.

julia to sarah via email:

Thursday,�September�9,�2004�6:20�PM

Subject�:� Re:

ok, well just so you know, i never asked him to come.� he asked ME if he could go.� and i'm not going to do this with you.� sarah, you need to grow the fuck up.� it's 10 days.� you'll have 3 months without me around.� maybe you should stop being a walking conniption fit and chill the fuck out.� what exactly do

you think would happen?

if the two of you were married, yes it would be weird for him not to take his wife and child.� but you're not.� you never will be.� until there is a ring on his finger, he is single and can go where he pleases - just as you do.� i don't think you understand how badly he wants to not have to deal with you and your antics.� yet you continue.

the truth of the matter is, the majority of the reason you want to go is because you're insecure ... not because you want to be with jordan.� and using ashton as an excuse for everything is pretty fucked up.� knowing jordan, if you had never forced him to be a part of your lives, he would have been anyway because he cares.� but because you FORCED him to do something he did not want to, he has an incredible amount of resentment towards you ... and it will never go away, no matter how much he falls in love with his child.

i'm looking forward to jordan coming to visit and travel with me.� but if he doesn't, i'm sure i'll get over it.� or maybe i should try and climb through his window with my child in tow.� or maybe i should throw his keys in some blackberry bushes.� or maybe, just to get him back, i should should get pregnant with his child and try to control him for the rest of my life.� i have so much to choose from!!� maybe you can help me out... you're so good at being a fucking cunt.