10.10.04 - 10:46 pm

i can not believe it. im stunned. baffled. im sitting here trying to comprehend this monster of apathy. she has no concept of right and wrong. ive been trying to tell her this for months. she just doesnt have the concepts of social norms. she was never taught manners. tact. reason. intellect. foresight.
foresight. this is something that everyone should have. at least the concept of foresight. and sarah thornton has not even the slightest idea what that word means.
right and wrong. this woman, scratch that, this girl acts without remorse. acts without hesitation. acts without any sense of consequence.
she deleted a journal entry. i was angry, but i dont think anything came of it.
she deleted julias journal address off my computer. i scolded her for being ridiculous.
she again deleted julias journal address and then all of julias phone numbers, including her italy number from my phone number list.
so i called her up to bitch her out since she accused me of not having any balls and hiding behind text messages. aggressively i chastized her for doing as she pleases with my things. she was watching tv and responded with half listening responses. ok. sorry. yeah. fine. i wont.
which only enraged me further that she wasnt understanding how i felt. how angry i was with her and how careless she is.
but its ok. she thinks shes right. she thinks she has the right. because its how she feels.
she also thinks me going to italy to see julia, my friend, is the same as her going to hawaii with kevin, her boyfriend.
no concept of rational thought.
at all.