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01.16.05 - 11:34 am yeah, i guess youre right. ive become that beast. that diabolical creature out for sex or women, disregarding anything other than my own desires. but do not get confused, these feelings of search and obtain arent to satiate an unbridled labido. theyre designed to rid my thoughts of her. to beat her current status with someone else. how foolish and immature do i have to be to want flesh as a distraction instead of adventure or knowledge. but how ignorant does one have to be to know that neither of those can soothe thoughts burned into the tissues of my brain; thoughts that refuse to be cooled. how many other people are able to deny the feelings of loss and pain with just menial distractions as a book or car ride? but she works with him.
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