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05.24.05 - 10:07 pm ah yes. growing up. growing up and julia toler. soon russell will be gone. up in portland. soon julia will be gone...but i dont think ill be allowed to notice. inspite of the random and infrequent text messaged "hi", she has become nonexistant in my life since december. jealous? yes. i miss her. i dont like this. but it seems to happen every year or two that she goes on a stint of not talking to me, usually because of something ive done or said. if i remember correctly, we usually stop talking because of my disagreements with her behavior and activities. i want her one way, and she wishes to do hers. well, youre out there, somewhere. i hope youre doing well. i hope youre happy. i hope you laugh alot. i hope youre relieved youll be home soon and away from this place. i hope you know i miss you, and think about you all the time.
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