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10.07.05 - 12:52 am what is it? what do i lack? where am i failing as a decent wonderful person to be with? what more are you looking for?
and now some thirty minutes have passed, ive discussed these feelings with someone else...and you are gone. i know once you turn 21 you will get even worse. you will sleep with even more people. and i know i will not wait. i will not wait because i will be nothing to you. i am nothing to you.
i make a face of disgust, but i go to sleep content and satisfied. and longing for the next time i see her. and that person is no where near you in any respect.
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