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10.19.05 - 2:19 am ok ok ok ok. so listen, im back. i just glanced over entries from earlier this year. who was i kidding? who is she kidding? she says that all i ever do in this journal is write about how miserable she makes me. completely glossing over all the happy times we ever had. shell never be who i want her to be. ill never be who she wants me to be. i dont even know what her ideal partner is. all i could gather was that it was someone who let her do what she wanted. let her smoke. let her drink. let her do drugs. i constantly whined about her not caring enough about me. i suspect she would say the same. so whos right? who cared more? who did more? who worked harder? who sacrificed more? who tried the hardest? we broke up it shouldnt matter. i guess it doesnt. lets proceed.
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