12.31.04 - motherfuckas.
12.28.04 - he loves to read his books. i want some dada time.
12.28.04 - its only getting worse.
12.27.04 - twenty two thousand. and a sense of guilt.
12.27.04 - green day. amy. billiards and mikes.
12.24.04 - ks. so simple. so identicle. so wonderful.
12.22.04 - and....a story or two about an italian woman.
12.18.04 - yeah, i think its like 1230 now.
12.16.04 - they close soon.
12.16.04 - ps. find the statue of david noe.
12.14.04 - yeah, i could say id rather be alone tonight.
12.13.04 - julia. someone else. feelings of a sad song list.
12.12.04 - hostel. day one.
12.10.04 - tomorrow...youll see.
12.09.04 - last night.
12.09.04 - im sad.
12.08.04 - i dont even want to try to get laid.
12.08.04 - grand finale.
12.06.04 - almost her birthday. almost my exodus.
12.04.04 - mihn nguyen, youre a monster.
11.29.04 - thats the best.
11.25.04 - thanksgiving.
11.24.04 - where the fuck would it be?
11.21.04 - cold toilets and frozen poops.
11.20.04 - fuck. enough with the self righteous rants already. for fucks sake you goddamn hypocrite.
11.16.04 - am i sick? or just...lazy?
11.13.04 - but tonight she said shes sorry. pffft.
11.13.04 - i dont understand how careless one person can be.
11.09.04 - angry, again.
11.07.04 - holding my keys for warmth
11.01.04 - i guess thats what it takes, when comparing your belly aches.
10.31.04 - religion and a shrug,
10.24.04 - the warmth of unhappiness.
10.22.04 - pissed at fuckers.
10.22.04 - bike grease on her elbow.
10.19.04 - a song and smoke.
10.19.04 - scarlett.
10.13.04 - what im supposed to do. who i am supposed to become.
10.12.04 - truth and trust and the perceptions of others.
10.11.04 - signed, jordan noe.
10.10.04 - irrational and remorseless.
10.07.04 - just a dream. but what the hell?
10.03.04 - bens genius. number two.
10.01.04 - orange leaves falling on yellow ones.
10.01.04 - -
09.30.04 - im fighting it.
09.30.04 - nothing more to tether me also no one there to catch me crying....
09.28.04 - screams and darkness.
09.28.04 - ashton and his vocab.
09.27.04 - \"i shouldnt have come here. fuck.\" thats what she said post.
09.26.04 - are you on the phone? no.
09.26.04 - hurts this morning. already.
09.26.04 - something i did worked.
09.25.04 - her response to my letter. please dont come over tonight.
09.24.04 - my letter. why its here, i dont know. see you at 11.
09.24.04 - held her arms tight. but not in the way i would have preferred.
09.22.04 - requiem for a dream climax
09.22.04 - fix me part 1
09.21.04 - through it all.....
09.19.04 - postponed for a father.
09.19.04 - light up, light up. as if you have a choice.
09.18.04 - mary and me were both fucked by god.
09.18.04 - lets find out tomorrow.
09.17.04 - and i can barely look at you.
09.16.04 - ramius.
09.16.04 - i can be happy toooooooo.
09.15.04 - \"its your loss jordan.\" she said as she drove away.
09.15.04 - where i am today.
09.15.04 - thanks guys, thank you so much.
09.14.04 - i shouldnt have written this.
09.13.04 - a morning of silence.
09.12.04 - anticipation.
09.12.04 - halloween.
09.07.04 - bubonic plague. day three.
09.05.04 - under sheets. mourning.
09.04.04 - what was before was better.
09.04.04 - more than most
09.03.04 - michael and trevor.
09.01.04 - alone again with me and ben.
09.01.04 - ashton, this isnt about you. please dont think i resent you.
08.31.04 - i dont know man. he just went off.
08.28.04 - a special feeling.
08.27.04 - ashley. the conquistadora.
08.25.04 - on the radio.
08.22.04 - it lingers even now.
08.21.04 - change and fast and slow and static.
08.20.04 - i was gone three days. did he leave my room, wander out of my room. fall of the porch into a box...and then....just wait?
08.16.04 - moving.
08.08.04 - thought driving.
08.04.04 - turncoat.
07.10.04 - shell be mad because of how she said goodbye.
07.03.04 - come on, would it really be anything else?
06.28.04 - macoronis and crusty mouth.
06.28.04 - a story for burgess.
06.22.04 - al-Qaida.
06.21.04 - sometimes you can just write.
06.07.04 - dont forget about dan.
06.06.04 - religion and marriage.
06.04.04 - decadent.
06.03.04 - a retort.
06.01.04 - mattimeo
05.30.04 - boburg...i was shaking.
05.29.04 - pictures and foreskin
05.24.04 - what did she mean? not right now?
05.19.04 - next time buildings fall, im calling you to help.
05.18.04 - ipods on foot.
05.11.04 - figures.
05.11.04 - tests.
05.10.04 - cody, the scavenger.
05.10.04 - goober.
05.10.04 - caucasians and iraqis.
05.09.04 - a jot.
05.07.04 - -
05.04.04 - kirby returns from emancipation
05.03.04 - gizmo. 1991-2004.
04.22.04 - lists
04.21.04 - departures.
04.18.04 - what happens.
04.04.04 - driving a thought.
03.13.04 - mispellings and truancies.
03.08.04 - its so bright where i want to go.
03.03.04 - uh dad, im in highschool.
03.02.04 - this is for elizabeth.
02.22.04 - star wars.
02.17.04 - it smells of bacon and defeat.
02.17.04 - do things gradually will bring only more tragedy.
02.17.04 - im going to find this place.
02.17.04 - dont exclude me.
02.10.04 - remember.
02.09.04 - an email i just got. mom says its a scam. an old one.
02.08.04 - a letter i wrote tonight.
02.08.04 - a letter i wrote tonight.
02.07.04 - part one.
02.07.04 - chips and pita and beer.
02.04.04 - could have been who?
02.03.04 - something interesting.
01.27.04 - i dont know. i was sitting on my couch in the dark after my test.
01.26.04 - hang ups.
01.23.04 - anemone
01.21.04 - i get so mad. so depressed. and feel so....disgusting.
01.21.04 - grates and dened.
01.20.04 - you used pause wrong.
01.14.04 - id come running.
01.13.04 - two grandparents.
01.08.04 - to be is to an and this to why i
01.05.04 - wonderful beautiful gap wear.
01.05.04 - and ice bath
01.05.04 - just one thing to not really say.