12.29.06 - its a long walk to the gallows. its a small step to swing free. 12.28.06 - PROLOGUE 12.28.06 - THORAX. 12.28.06 - EPILOGUE 12.07.06 - color me a hobo. a hobo with aids. 12.07.06 - should i start a petition? 12.06.06 - wayne. the HR prick. 12.01.06 - chapter 11. or 7. of 3. one of those. im filing it. 11.27.06 - a proud day. 11.26.06 - a short story before work. 11.26.06 - she leaves. he leaves. 11.22.06 - PS 11.22.06 - christians. theyre all gay. 11.21.06 - ridiculous sarah. shes a bit irrational. especially on paper. 11.20.06 - fuck. 11.18.06 - like a nice warm tide, lapping at my feet. 11.17.06 - dont tase snotty college kids. 11.16.06 - last night was a fluke. 11.15.06 - just like tonight. 11.15.06 - a theft. 11.13.06 - boring. 11.06.06 - ben arthur hemson. 11.06.06 - Emilie de Ravin 11.05.06 - L O S T 11.04.06 - democrats. 11.02.06 - and used dryer lint to wipe. 11.02.06 - halloween 2006 10.30.06 - she meant it. at the expense of selling my bird. 10.30.06 - lost impales my own life choices. 10.28.06 - dear god. 10.27.06 - hey you, asshole in the car.... 10.26.06 - my letter didnt go as well as i had planned. 10.24.06 - next up, the audiogram. 10.24.06 - LIKE A JOKE! 10.24.06 - makes sense to me. 10.23.06 - 2008. 10.23.06 - continuous. 10.23.06 - my empty threats are needing to be filled. 10.22.06 - my dream. last night. with ghosts. 10.17.06 - thanks for mom that courage. 10.17.06 - a broken fridge and rotting meat. 10.16.06 - who knows. 10.16.06 - sarah. pictures. a fistful of repulsive poignance. 10.15.06 - so perfectly put. 10.14.06 - the ways of a SPHINX! 10.12.06 - melissa frost, justin and now michael. 10.06.06 - earl preston or preston earl. and al. and kit. outside a safeway. 10.02.06 - injection - hans zimmer. 09.21.06 - crumbles. 09.19.06 - goddamn you nip tuck. youre intolerable intoxication is overwhelming. 09.19.06 - norman. 09.19.06 - a rant of islamic anxiety. 09.18.06 - something i felt like doing. 09.17.06 - rockstar 21. it likes to talk. 09.15.06 - im never going to have money again. 09.15.06 - meghan and melissa.....X 09.13.06 - and out of the darkness.... 09.12.06 - a remark on codys. 09.10.06 - a message from the G 09.10.06 - todays adventure. with drama. and pettiness. 09.09.06 - one day, ill have some of that. 09.08.06 - i should have gotten a one bedroom. 09.07.06 - goodbye gordy, you kicked ass. 09.06.06 - the brains quote of constant applicability: \"shes says shes changed, and lies to cover up that she hasnt.\" 09.04.06 - thats man. 08.29.06 - ....or perhaps to a kill the kids song. 08.17.06 - never call threesome girls again. check. 08.15.06 - arixona 08.14.06 - a breaking point with sarah. some eight months later. 08.14.06 - take that faggots! 08.13.06 - ugh, i was tired of writing. 08.13.06 - what an idiot. here, take my weakness. relish in its obviousness. 08.09.06 - creepy. completely. 08.09.06 - contest the ticket. muslim style. 08.07.06 - ashton just peed in the middle of a field at a park. and she texted to let me know how hilarious it was. 08.06.06 - oh cruel fate. here i come david noe, here i come. 08.05.06 - pay me in information. 08.05.06 - roma victora. 08.03.06 - is this where this goes? 08.01.06 - gripe. 07.31.06 - youtube. 07.31.06 - the lack of human companions. 07.30.06 - youre an asshole michael. 07.26.06 - http://www.deardiary.net/show/diaries/91867/1153958400 07.24.06 - no more tugging on his foreskin, says a hemson. 07.24.06 - son of a bitch. two girls. a kitchen and some alcohol. 07.24.06 - thank you soldiers, families, and ashton. 07.23.06 - tonight was nice. 07.22.06 - halo, you have consumed me. 07.22.06 - i wish i wasnt so tired around him always. 07.21.06 - parasitosis. 07.20.06 - getting darker. 07.15.06 - after this the officer offered to shoot ashton. 07.13.06 - the brains jackmaster 07.13.06 - this will always suck. 07.11.06 - too much free time? is that even possible? 07.10.06 - a gripe. 07.10.06 - ive been here a few times, and im quite aware we're dying. 07.09.06 - i hope i killed the cockroach last night. 07.07.06 - just ignore this. 06.29.06 - so i have a new place to live....without an uncle ben or an uncle justin 06.29.06 - ugh. republican ignorance. 06.29.06 - patrsdkjfhkjsd 06.28.06 - i dont expect a deposit return. 06.26.06 - too goddamn early. 06.26.06 - terri. the ex landlord. 06.26.06 - i killed you bee. and i deserved it. 06.25.06 - angry at iraqis. 06.25.06 - a big mess. 06.25.06 - top gun, at age 24. 06.22.06 - ben, ten dollars richer. 06.22.06 - yeah, i guess you could call her a girlfriend. fascinating. 06.21.06 - a much better girlfriend than any boyfriend you could ever find. 06.20.06 - a tale of two castles. 06.18.06 - so good. 06.18.06 - you wouldnt understand. youre not russian! 06.16.06 - we are damned. 06.15.06 - you and i are one. one what? cute couple? i dont think so. 06.13.06 - postsecret. 06.13.06 - get the fuck to bed. 06.12.06 - some sarah. some ashton. some sphinx. some shelli. some independance. 06.11.06 - get to sleep. 06.08.06 - an unimportant death 06.06.06 - poem part 4 REMEMBER IF 06.06.06 - poem part 3 AN EDGE 06.06.06 - poem part 2 REFLECTION 06.06.06 - poem part 1 THE LAST 06.05.06 - i know why you need the money, because youre a fuck up. 06.05.06 - stupid people. plenty of them. 06.01.06 - i find this hilarious. 05.29.06 - i know this. 05.29.06 - fuck you. seriously. fuck you into dust. 05.28.06 - i miss him. 05.27.06 - ill have one morgellon. 05.27.06 - no sympathy only ashton. 05.26.06 - a car crash. 05.26.06 - a poem will come of this i fear. 05.25.06 - government. 05.24.06 - hes already awake. 05.23.06 - gross. 05.23.06 - lots of lolz. 05.22.06 - some more library thoughts. 05.22.06 - dentists. 05.21.06 - goddamn you katy. seriously. you could have ended this years ago. 05.18.06 - hate male. 05.17.06 - thoughts on two things. 05.16.06 - i still hate you, even when im smiling. 05.16.06 - pentagon fucks. 05.16.06 - a simple distracting thought. 05.15.06 - the prospector. 05.15.06 - lauren. 05.12.06 - a poem 05.12.06 - one more accomplishment. 05.11.06 - teeth grinder. 05.10.06 - one day ashton. this will all be done. i promise. 05.09.06 - sick. just sick. 05.09.06 - goodnight dreams. 05.08.06 - this has got to stop. 05.08.06 - not today. not tomorrow. 05.08.06 - the curb. yes. thats where im kicking you to. 05.08.06 - find me. it doesnt have to be anything. but just fill me in. 05.07.06 - ashton and me this morning. and a scary skeleton. 05.04.06 - everything is temporary. 05.04.06 - tonight with jennie the circle k girl. 05.03.06 - i should have just said, you know what? go fuck yourself. 05.03.06 - speechless. 05.02.06 - its about goddamn time. 05.01.06 - hey, can you hear that? what? oh, let me turn it up. 04.30.06 - i can do no more. 04.28.06 - no one else. 04.28.06 - of course he is. 04.28.06 - you know im sorry, dont you? 04.28.06 - elizabeth. 04.27.06 - nightmares. 04.24.06 - so pretty she is. i think i can wait. 04.24.06 - failure. 04.20.06 - stopping short. 04.19.06 - why does it matter, she always asks. 04.19.06 - still angry at colt. 04.18.06 - chew this, assholes. 04.18.06 - im about to throw up. 04.17.06 - outbreak. 04.17.06 - where. 04.13.06 - just more groans from the male side. 04.13.06 - yep, angst. again. 04.12.06 - tonight. 04.07.06 - social insects are so goddamn fascinating. 04.07.06 - tonight. 04.05.06 - wretched. 03.31.06 - a day of termites. 03.31.06 - - 03.28.06 - same man. different messages. 03.23.06 - he broke the waters surface. 03.21.06 - id write this whole thing in a birthday card if i could. 03.20.06 - dustin hoffman you animal! 03.20.06 - a dream. 03.18.06 - srsly. omg. 03.18.06 - goddamnit. motorcycles. just like in the movies. 03.17.06 - disclaimer. 03.16.06 - century club. to fifty. 03.16.06 - greenday. 03.14.06 - ha. charming. 03.14.06 - a drive from salem. 03.13.06 - a response to what im wearing. 03.13.06 - scary dream. 03.09.06 - no, for reals. im really fucking pissed at you. 03.09.06 - some writing therapy. 03.08.06 - i got this from someone who found it. fascinating. 03.08.06 - my little sis. 03.08.06 - enough said. 03.07.06 - ks. 03.07.06 - MYSPACE@@@@@@@@@@@@@ 03.06.06 - i feel miserable when im alone. 03.06.06 - JEW 03.04.06 - whining. as per usual. 03.04.06 - taxes. 03.03.06 - the beard. 03.03.06 - i made out with this girl twice. 03.02.06 - fix this. 02.27.06 - a bunch of shit. more to come. 02.21.06 - bulletins are crucial. 02.19.06 - baffled. just baffled. 02.18.06 - a drunk rant. slash bitter rant. slash depressed lonely call for company. 02.17.06 - text messages. lots of them. 02.16.06 - saddam. 02.15.06 - pffft. new york. eat a dick ok? 02.10.06 - you son of a bitch. 02.09.06 - a good one. 02.06.06 - i still want muslim friends. i promise. 02.05.06 - http://reefcentral.com/forums/showthread.php?s=&postid=6676507#post6676507 02.05.06 - a new spin on an old favorite. 02.02.06 - she went....real far. 02.02.06 - shell come back when im done. 01.31.06 - tonight the scabes will fall. 01.31.06 - whos mold? my mold? youre mold? that mold. 01.31.06 - oil publishers. fucking everyone for private transportation. 01.30.06 - missed oppertunity. 01.30.06 - meh. you sons of bitches. 01.30.06 - failure in stereo. 01.28.06 - gervais. ew. 01.26.06 - lies. disappointment. oh well. 01.25.06 - I CAN MAKE PICTURES! 01.23.06 - real good job fucking yourself over asshole. 01.22.06 - i dont have a girlfriend. i killed her. but just before she killed me. 01.22.06 - seriously, i really hate you. 01.14.06 - a snake bite. basically i think this is a metaphor for my relationship with sarah. im killing myself with it, and if i could only find the address...or way out, i could get out and live. 01.13.06 - a wager. a dagger. adagio for strings. 01.09.06 - yep. the end. 01.08.06 - here it comes.... 01.06.06 - sickening. 01.05.06 - THE FURY....THE HEAT 01.03.06 - please dont let me love you. 01.02.06 - haha. lolz. animals kick ass. 01.02.06 - the mold. 01.01.06 - what a shitty evening.
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